Free-Feeling Desire

A rhapsodic exploration

The Feeling of What Happens

When there is no one there, what is happening keeps on happening.

All difference between experiencer and experiencing is lost as visceral-tactile feeling becomes the entirety of experience.

In this state, the body is separate from the world in the same way that a particle of air is separate from the wind.

In this state, the body is not separate from the world in the same way that a particle of air is separate from the wind.

All can arise in this state without conflict.

In this state, there is no root conflict.

In this state, the question of existence and non-existence disappears.

Feeling-Contact

Forms arise.

Bodies.

Beings.

Objects.

There is difference arising within non-difference.

When what arises as different is incorporated within the visceral sense of the body, then it is part of the body.

Then whatever arises may be enjoyed, in the sense of related to, in its fullest manner.

Then whatever arises may be enjoyed, in the sense of pleasure.

Feeling-Conductivity

The body, as separate.

The body full of feeling is both a pleasure and an ultimate answer to all questions.

A circle of feeling circulates from head, down the front, to the back.

A pillar of feeling descends from the head to the earth.

An infinity of feeling radiates from the heart.

The body, as separate, full of fullness.

The body, as separate, full of fullness, in infinite relationships.

The body, as separate, full of fullness, in infinite relationships, and inseparable from the entire play of existence.

“I”-Recognition

The recognition of the self as fiction, delightful and useful, restores the body to unity with existence.

The recognition of the self as fiction restores the self to a functional appendage of the body as a whole.

In this recognition, the self can be used without creating separation from existence.

In this recognition, the self no longer needs to be defended, made constant, or privileged.

In this recognition, the self may be shaped, created, and grown.

The self does not exist. 

The self is ineliminable.

Thought Recognition

Forms are understood.

This understanding is always partial.

This understanding is always transient.

This recognition allows understanding to flow in contact with forms as they arise.

Any understanding that is an apparent problem will resolve in time.

Hence, any understanding that is an apparent problem is already resolved, recognizing that its resolution is an inevitability.

Freedom Recognition

There is no inherent limitation to action.

What can be done, can be done.

Action that moves from the feeling of what happens, in feeling-contact, with feeling-conductivity, is inevitably benign.

The recognition of the loss of feeling is inherent warning against action.

In recognizing inherent freedom, desire freely flows as a gift.

The Enjoyment of Ignorance

There is no fundamental understanding of existence.

At any point in time, there is a fundamental understanding of existence.

This understanding never stops shifting and changing.

This fundamental ignorance of “how things really are” is an enjoyment.

Free Feeling Desire

Happiness is the inherent nature of existence.

Happiness is Free Feeling Desire.

Happiness is consenting to the fact that we are perfectly free to feel and desire as we wish.

Feeling is where Freedom "contacts" Desire.

There is nothing that can be done positively to "achieve" happiness.  How could we "achieve" the inherent nature of existence?

Un-happiness is what appears to be "against" happiness.

Un-happiness is obstruction in free feeling desire

We would only obstruct our free feeling desire if we believed that we had to.

But it is never necessary to obstruct our free feeling desire.

Why are we doing it, then?

We are doing it to ourselves (though we are not at fault) because we mistakenly believe it is necessary.

We mistakenly believe that being against our Happiness is the best way to achieve our Happiness.

The Realization of Happiness is the realization that we never need to obstruct our free feeling desire.

And so, we can enjoy our perfect Happiness, forever.